but even after all the vomiting was gone,
i just couldn’t kick the nausea.
i dropped gracie off at preschool and 2 of my close friends asked if i was feeling better.
then they both asked another question.
one i was already considering it in my own mind.
it made me even more nauseous to even think about the possibility.
we were crazy busy.
sean’s business had just started its new phases.
we were living in our new home, still partially under construction.
i had a barely 1 year old & a 3 1/2 year old.
any time i tried to discuss the option of a 3rd child,
he was too overwhelmed to even think about it.
we were too overwhelmed to think about it.